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Wednesday, 14 July 2010

I'm LEGAL!

I thank you for my life, my family, friends, mi alguien especial and for everything You've blessed me with.

Those who took the time to wish me a happy birthday, y'all are the best! You guys know who you are. Thanks so much for making this day extra special. ;]

Wednesday, 07 July 2010

She said no. And with a straight face, I said YES. I don't know why she keeps refusing to admit the fact that I'm no longer a selfish 17 year old. :0 If I was really up to something bad, no matter what they say, I'll do it anyway. But I'm not.. so there's really no point in holding me back from hangin' out with "guy friends." Sometimes I think she's the most difficult person to communicate with. Haha =)

7 more days until my birthday! But I don't think I'll be able to celebrate my birthday with my family and some friends in Cali. :(

July 4th: Drove downtown to watch the fireworks. Lost my camera at the park. I was taking pictures and I totally forgot to throw it back in my purse. :/
July 5th: I got another camera. A little bit better than my old one.

Friday, 18 June 2010

I just can't get over it!

The Celtics lost, and my brother was constantly talking and shouting the whole time. It was so annoying I tell you. \
Boston could've made it.
Joseph called minutes after the game and I ended up getting pissed and cussed him out. Lol. I was further annoyed when some LA fans on Facebook started posting comments on my wall post.. Shut up already! Hahaha I'm kidding.

Around 3 in the morning, I literally got up a few seconds after my phone stopped vibrating.. what timing (I know this cus my phone is always on vibrate!). It was a text message from *someone saying "Lakers all the way!" He didn't piss me off at all! =)

I woke up to Ziggy whining, begging me to let some sunlight in. She also threw up this morning and left me with a nasty green-brown stain on my carpet. In sadder news, I'm not too certain about my summer.

I'll update you later.

Tuesday, 15 June 2010

It's a new day today! And I'm feeling a LOT better. I suck at taking my meds on time, though.. Last night I missed my dose by an hour, and also, I was supposed to get up at 6 this morning but didn't.. missed it again four hours later. Dayyyyym. Talk about being forgetful.

Monday, 14 June 2010

I've been sick with a cold since Thursday last week. I hate it! And I miss someone.. What can I say?

And also, today's Logan's actual birthday and we're heading out.. God do I hate summer in Arizona. It makes me feel even more sick.

Monday, 02 November 2009

I know I promised you forever.

I’ve said it so many times that it became a reflex.

I promised that I’d always be there. I promised that we’d be B.F.F.s and that I would stand by you through anything & everything. I promised that I would be there when you needed me most and that I’d always have your back.

But promises lose their merit when you don’t back them up.

I should know, because you promised me the same things…

I know I’ve let you down countless times, and you’ve done the same for me. But it’s not about who’s wrong or right or whose fault it is that forever is gone.

Forever is the one promise that can never be kept.

Because we both cannot outlive forever; forever will go on long after we both are gone. So I don’t blame you for breaking your promises. They were wishful thinking at best. But I guess I could say I appreciate you for feeling that you could give me forever, as unattainable as it is. The fact that you wanted me to have forever will forever outweigh the fact that it cannot be had.

Tuesday, 06 January 2009

You are SO DUMB

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:04:37 AM): how come u are not on list
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:04:40 AM): of my account

- Speak proper English.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:12:12 AM): i cant love you and i want u to find someone better
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:12:20 AM): sorry

- I did!

*What happened?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:14:38 AM): i just cant
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:14:45 AM): i had terrible accident

- Nice try.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:14:53 AM): and u cant see me anymore
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:14:55 AM): because
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:15:01 AM): i dont want u to see me again
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:15:03 AM): thats why

- Aww your sht is funny.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:15:28 AM): so stop being greedy
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:15:33 AM): im having enough pain
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:15:36 AM): bye

- Please define greedy, and please look at yourself in the mirror.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:19:59 AM): u got it all wrong
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:20:05 AM): but does not matter
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:20:13 AM): i cant love u

- Oh really?

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:21:40 AM): add me again
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:21:43 AM): i didnt know
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:21:46 AM): delete
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:21:48 AM): i was drunk

- NICE TRY.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:22:23 AM): dont know
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:22:26 AM): dont care

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:22:37 AM): me?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:22:44 AM): accident

- You suck at lying. Quit it.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:24:10 AM): oh
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:24:14 AM): i was tryinh
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:24:18 AM): to show u
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:24:23 AM): this was for real

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:25:59 AM): i love some one else
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:26:02 AM): im sorry
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:26:04 AM): chesca

*when did you meet her?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:26:19 AM): last week
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:26:23 AM): okay?

- Do you honestly think anyone would take this seriously?

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:27:06 AM): wtf
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:27:16 AM): she's better

- Oh yeah?

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:32:26 AM): lets be cool
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:32:28 AM): chesca
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:32:34 AM): im not ur bf anymore
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:32:41 AM): lets not talk about these

- Chesca. It's a proper noun, capitalization is required.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:34:34 AM): her name...?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:34:40 AM): u will contact her
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:34:46 AM): and i dnt want her to know
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:34:48 AM): who u are

- Her name, not her number. Dumbass.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:38:11M): where is the reason for me to tell u the REASON?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:38:20 AM): i just hate to love u

-Stop turning things upside down.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:38:26 AM): i did....

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:39:03 AM): ill smoke
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:39:05 AM): and brb

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:51:03 AM): i loved u
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:51:13 AM): i really did

- Uh, no. You never did.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:56:38 AM): i told u im not ur bf anymore
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:56:46 AM): i dont want these conversations

- Just tell me why. It's not like I want you back.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:59:38 AM): i am a coward
akimotokst (12/22/2008 6:59:58 AM): but im in love with someone else and she doesnt think im a coward
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:00:03 AM): sorry

- It's cus she doesn't exist. You need help.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:01:56 AM): because i dont deserve u
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:02:05 AM): and u can find someone better
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:02:12 AM): i found a girl on my level
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:02:13 AM): sorry

- No, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry you're wired that way.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:04:43 AM): u are too much for me

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:04:49 AM): yes
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:04:51 AM): u are

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:06:51 AM): u dnt have to wait anymore

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:08:13 AM): dnt wait for no one anymore
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:08:21 AM): im going to states to marry her
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:08:26 AM): not to see u

- Hey, she's not even in the US. Stop making things up.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:10:15 AM): u can hate me
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:10:18 AM): if u want

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:10:25 AM): but im getting married
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:10:27 AM): sorry

*tell me, what's good enough for you?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:13:07 AM): her

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:14:00 AM): i had accident
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:14:30 AM): she was there for me and i realized i just cant make u and my relationship come true
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:14:33 AM): its just
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:14:37 AM): not realistic
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:14:48 AM): people believe what they see

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:17:05 AM): not another one
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:17:10 AM): just new one
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:17:11 AM): one
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:17:13 AM): okay?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:17:15 AM): get over it

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:19:53 AM): no
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:19:56 AM): im letting u go

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:20:11 AM): i dont love u anymore
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:20:13 AM): thats why

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:20:19 AM): no reason to keep u with me
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:20:21 AM): its greed

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:20:43 AM): last week

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:20:59 AM): im in new mexico
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:22:14 AM): stupid
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:22:19 AM): new mexico in mexico
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:22:22 AM): not in USA
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:22:28 AM): lol

- HAHAHA LOL. You're stupid. New Mexico's located in the United States.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:22:41 AM): its in El salvador
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:22:45 AM): i know

- "New Mexico" in Mexico.. now it's in El Salvador... Make up your mind!

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:22:48 AM): im in mexico
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:22:51 AM): not USA

- You're confused. Hahahaha.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:27:00 AM): what?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:27:03 AM): i didnt say
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:27:11 AM): that
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:27:20 AM): i just told u find some one who can care for u
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:27:33 AM): not random guys to revenge or prove urself

- Speak English.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:28:21 AM): what ever dude,,
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:28:25 AM): u may go
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:28:30 AM): dnt need to ask nothing
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:28:38 AM): im glad u can let go of me now

- I'm not a dude.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:29:28 AM): hey
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:29:40 AM): can u stop like saying im doing what u say
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:29:49 AM): thats so blaming on me

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:29:57 AM): i am getting married
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:30:01 AM): and i cant love u
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:30:11 AM): if u want i can cheat on my wife
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:30:21 AM): but u dnt want that

- Like it's for real....

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:32:19 AM): i found a girl
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:32:25 AM): who is at my level

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:44:23 AM): left behind?
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:44:27 AM): u are now free
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:44:31 AM): not behind

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:44:39 AM): it was
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:44:44 AM): but when i thought of
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:44:44 AM): marriage, i think this woman i am with right now can make me happy

- You think everything is about you. You never tried to make anyone happy, and you expect this "woman" to make you happy? Selfish much?

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:46:34 AM): she could give me lot more in a week than what u gave me in two years

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:48:11 AM): im busy
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:48:14 AM): tty later

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:49:40 AM): just get over it
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:49:53 AM): i have my lover by my side
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:49:55 AM): and she said
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:50:04 AM): she will love me
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:50:08 AM): more than u did

- Oh so you brought her with you to New Mexico? Haha

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:50:58 AM): please
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:51:01 AM): lets stop
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:51:08 AM): im getting so tired
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:51:09 AM): of u

- Oh gosh, just stfu please. You are the bad guy.. there's nothing I can do that will ever be as bad as what you did to me.

akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:51:41 AM): yeah what ever
akimotokst (12/22/2008 7:51:44 AM): have great day

- Whatevuuuh